These are just some words as I'm a bit too busy these days to do proper web pages. the thing that i've been trying to come to terms with lately is nonexistence. It may seem an odd statement but how many people have an acceptance of not being here any more. The stage I've got to may be a bit maudlin (I'm not certain what maudlin means but this is the sort of context I've heard it in) but it goes like this. A time will come when I am no more My memory will be less than dust on the wind My name will not be spoken There will be nobody to speak it Places I have been will no longer exist There would be noone to see them if they did There will be no record of my deeds And noone to read them if there were